TMI post, as if the icon didn't give it away

[tsaiko]

One of the things I hate most about IBS is feeling like I'm going to poop for up to several hours before I actually have a bowel movement. There is nothing more frustrating in the world than feeling like I have to go to the bathroom, going to the bathroom, and having nothing happen. Then I have concentrate on work work feeling like I need to go to the bathroom, and knowing that if I go to the bathroom it's not going to do anything. The feeling gets steadily worse too as time progresses, which does not improve my mood.

When I finally do manage to go, it either has the consistency of concrete or it'll have the consistency of concrete for five seconds before my bowels RELEASE under high pressure. It's not fun.

Although today was partly my fault. I ate melted cheese with lunch (strike one), then ate again at the healthy food lunch my company sponsored meaning I ate too much (strike two), and one of the dishes I ate had raw carrots in it, which I didn't find out until I'd already eaten some (strike three).

I think it's sad that I'm more surprised when my digestive tract works correctly than when it does it's usually fucked up thing.

Comments

[tsaiko.livejournal.com]

It is okay! I understand the concern (especially after what you have gone through). I have had others ask about it because so many things are misdiagnosed as IBS. I will have it checked by a doctor eventually, but the fact is that I probably do have IBS because I do not have any other symptoms like anemia, weight loss, malnutrition, etc. in addition to the IBS symptoms. I just drew the short stick when it comes to have a nicely functioning digestive tract.

To be honest, the whole condition has improved greatly since college when I was under constant stress and it got really out of hand. Now it's manageable.