Ow and TMI
Thursday, September 27th, 2007 10:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I have IBS. This means my digestive tract does not work right. Sometimes this means my digestive tract really, really doesn't work right to the point that I am in tremendous pain. I have told various doctors about this and been told that there's not a whole lot that can be done. I just have to wait until things... er... move on through.
Yesterday was one of those days. One of the more annoying symptoms of IBS is the feeling of having to use the bathroom without actually having a bowel movement. I can (and have) gone to the bathroom multiple times in an hour only to have nothing happen. Meanwhile, I will be gassy, bloated, and occasionally experiencing excruciatingly bad cramps. This is in addition to the lovely feeling on constipation.
I can try and force myself to have a bowel movement, but that carries a whole set of really not good risks. One of the risks is tearing and bleeding. Which is what happened yesterday. So not only did it feel like I'd been anally violated by the world's largest, driest poop ever I was also bleeding (not a lot, but still. Blood is not something I want to see on the toilet paper when I wipe my ass).
Today, I had another bowel movement. Bled a little bit more, but not as bad as today. My only hope is that it will get better and heal on it's own. I really, really do not want to have to go to the doctor because my ass is bleeding from a bowel movement. -_-
Sitting is slightly uncomfortable. I have all sorts of sympathy now for the ukes in yaoi manga where there is no lube.
(no subject)
Date: 9/27/07 02:52 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 9/27/07 02:56 pm (UTC)But thank you for the suggestion.
(no subject)
Date: 9/27/07 03:27 pm (UTC)Good luck?
(no subject)
Date: 9/27/07 03:36 pm (UTC)Following the line of thinking from above, my uncle actually drinks metamucil everday to harden his BM's, rather than the other way. Um, yay fiber?
I hope you heal up and feel better soon! *hugs*
(no subject)
Date: 9/28/07 12:20 am (UTC)Hope you feel better soon!
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Date: 9/28/07 02:34 am (UTC)In terms of the area that is already injured, get yourself some vaseline and apply it at least three times a day, and also after every successful bowel movement. Even if there's bleeding, it's okay to slater vaseline over it, and if you wear a menstrual pad (or even one of those light days pads), you should be able to avoid any underwear staining.
(no subject)
Date: 9/28/07 11:49 am (UTC)Thank you for the advice about the vaseline. I definitely try it. And so far (knocks on wood), I haven't needed to resort to using pads to stop any staining. It wasn't that bad and I'm just a wuss.
(no subject)
Date: 9/28/07 03:29 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 9/28/07 04:27 am (UTC)But I know how you feel. ;< It's hell... Mine just suddenly stopped happening about the time I turned 13, but for those few years, it was torture. Dx I only hope that it gets better for you...I know how awful it is.
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Date: 9/28/07 04:29 am (UTC)*comforts* Why do such sucky things happen to people so awesome?
Date: 9/30/07 02:43 am (UTC)