DotH repost: Apologies and praise
Wednesday, October 24th, 2001 07:23 pmHave you ever had one of those times when you just did not want to be around people? Where everthing anyone said or did or didn't say or didn't do just grated on your nerves? Where even the most basic of human interactions was just more than you could take without hauling off and smacking someone silly? That's the kind of mood I'm in tonight. I am sitting, here, in a computer lab, rather than watching anime because I know that the people there would not just let me watch anime. Oh no. They would require me to speak, to comment, to listen to them. And tonight I just cannot do it. And since I can't do what I want to do, and ask everyone to leave and let me watch anime by myself, I did the next best thing.
I left.
So what am I going to do with the sudden influx of spare time? I'm going to write. But first, I want to get some things off my chest.
First off, I would like to make a public apology to Cneko. I'm sorry about what happened in the channel. I hit a nerve and didn't mean to. What I said was supposed to be a joke, but it didn't come across that way. You can be as ecchi or as innocent as you want. You are a capable adult and I need to learn to keep my mouth shut.
Heck, you can run naked through the streets if you so choose. I won't say anything. Okay you got me, I would say something. But barring you streaking in a public place, I will keep my mouth shut. I'm sorry, it was not my place to say anything. In the future, you can tell me to bugger off if I ever do that again. I woudl tell you this in person or in an email, but I'm a devout coward and don't have the guts to do so. But I might anyway if I don't think you've read this. I can grovel. Really. I'll get down on my knees and beg for forgiveness.
Second of all, I would like to make a public apology to the #AR channel. The channel was neither the time nor the place to get into a yelling match with anyone. I'm sorry. It won't happen again.
I would like to take this time to say a special thank you to Jeram who always makes me feel good about my writing. Thanks. I appreciate it more than you can ever know.
I would also like to thank all the people who have put up with my moods lately *cough**cough*LightHawk*cough**cough*Kemmy*cough**cough*Jag*cough**cough* You guys are great and I often don't say it enough to you. Thanks. Also I want to say THANK YOU MIOME! for putting up with me in all my quirky weirdness. You are great and wonderful and a bunch of other good, nice things I can't think to say at this point. I'm sorry I ditched you at anime, but I will make it up to you later. I promise. And I am really sorry.
Now, I feel better. I'm archiving that entire week of mood swings and angst so I won't have to look at it anymore. Now I am going to write smut or fluff or something non-depressing. I promise to share it with all the important people. Hopefully I will get a lot done. Thanks for hanging in there.
And does anyone know if fortunecities has started blocking all links to images on their servers like geocities does? Because all my pictures on my pitas page are suddenly broken. But Miome's page is still up. Crap.
I left.
So what am I going to do with the sudden influx of spare time? I'm going to write. But first, I want to get some things off my chest.
First off, I would like to make a public apology to Cneko. I'm sorry about what happened in the channel. I hit a nerve and didn't mean to. What I said was supposed to be a joke, but it didn't come across that way. You can be as ecchi or as innocent as you want. You are a capable adult and I need to learn to keep my mouth shut.
Heck, you can run naked through the streets if you so choose. I won't say anything. Okay you got me, I would say something. But barring you streaking in a public place, I will keep my mouth shut. I'm sorry, it was not my place to say anything. In the future, you can tell me to bugger off if I ever do that again. I woudl tell you this in person or in an email, but I'm a devout coward and don't have the guts to do so. But I might anyway if I don't think you've read this. I can grovel. Really. I'll get down on my knees and beg for forgiveness.
Second of all, I would like to make a public apology to the #AR channel. The channel was neither the time nor the place to get into a yelling match with anyone. I'm sorry. It won't happen again.
I would like to take this time to say a special thank you to Jeram who always makes me feel good about my writing. Thanks. I appreciate it more than you can ever know.
I would also like to thank all the people who have put up with my moods lately *cough**cough*LightHawk*cough**cough*Kemmy*cough**cough*Jag*cough**cough* You guys are great and I often don't say it enough to you. Thanks. Also I want to say THANK YOU MIOME! for putting up with me in all my quirky weirdness. You are great and wonderful and a bunch of other good, nice things I can't think to say at this point. I'm sorry I ditched you at anime, but I will make it up to you later. I promise. And I am really sorry.
Now, I feel better. I'm archiving that entire week of mood swings and angst so I won't have to look at it anymore. Now I am going to write smut or fluff or something non-depressing. I promise to share it with all the important people. Hopefully I will get a lot done. Thanks for hanging in there.
And does anyone know if fortunecities has started blocking all links to images on their servers like geocities does? Because all my pictures on my pitas page are suddenly broken. But Miome's page is still up. Crap.
